Saturday, February 27, 2010


my new facebook profile picture.
just got home. drama performances for both days are ovaa :)
i loved every bit of it, i mean there were some technical difficulties and things like that, but that play was blessed. everything fell into place. we only had 3 weeks to memorize and put this play together!
all those practices were worth it. i love the drama ministry. everything. and i love everyone in it. they are amazing people.
temple is my second home. i feel so comfortable there. it's my safe place.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Rambling But It's Okeyydokey

So I don't think I've really written anything here in a while.
Well..I’ve just finished some Wendy’s chili and some Coca Cola. Watching The Bachelor. Finally. I don’t have a television so I have to wait till the episodes go on the internet. Had a good weekend <3 I love being around people. It gives me security and I feel less alone. Obviously. :) I just love my friends.

I’m also going to just follow my heart. If it feels right, I’m gonna do it. I’m not going to think too much. Like even to the simplest things. Mostly to the simplest things.

SideNote : I’m so glad I have morals. I’m so glad I know right from wrong. I mean lately, it’s been making me feel a little lonely sometimes, but I know I’m respected for it. Like No sex till marriage, no smoking. I could do that stuff if I wanted to but in my heart, it feels wrong and it would make me feel so guilty. I mean some of this may be the reason why I don’t have a boyfriend right now, but I wouldn’t settle for less anyways. I’m not going to settle for less than I deserve. Sorry I’m rambling. But all that, even if it’s confusing, it’s been on my mind for a couple of weeks.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Friday, November 27, 2009

hi i'm rachel and i regret not taking enough chances.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Shyness is a disease. Even though I focus on it too much; you can never let go. You can never have fun. It's a pain. Inside, I just want to scream and let go and be done.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

"How do I begin to
count and divide all the times
silence has sat unevenly between us,
wouldn't try to tabulate
the mistakes
still I wonder how long we
should wait before we
state the obvious...
that we've earned the dubious distinction of
making
strangers
from friends"

what an amazing poem. this is how i'm feeling right now. sums it up.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

well, it's been a good day. :) thank gosh. i needed a good day. umm...getting into twitter again. yippeeee. i actually turned the on button for the mobile part. where it texts you all the people you're following's updates. :) mucho love<3