Well..

Got some explaining to do huh? Yeah. So...

My last post was when I was in school. I'm so over that depressing stage.

Sophmore year was just real hard for me. I didn't know how to get through it. I think it was just me growing up. I had to find myself. Or not find myself. But understand myself. And mature up. I'm so much better now. I realized that I wasn't the only one going through it. I just needed someone to talk to about it. (thanks tilly. i love you for life.)

I realized that I'm unique. And that I don't have to turn into a blonde hott shot. That I can be my own person.

I realized that my personality rocks.

And that sometimes I have bad days.

But better days always come around again.

I realized that God has helped me.

I realized that I have become friends with people because I'm happy for who I am.

And they notice.

I'm happy that I'm down2earth. That my friends can talk to me about anything.

I'm just ok now.

Ok to be myself. Ok to express my feelings. Ok to be

real.

A real human being. With feelings. Thoughts. And desires.

And I have friends who I can express everything too.

And that it just awesome.

Well my summer has been amazing. Even though it's not over yet, I just want to let you all know. My 9 followers. haha. That I will blog over the year. ;] I will try to blog everyday.

Well that's basically all I wanted to say.
Thank you for listening to me. And my cries. You helped me so much.

Just listening to me.

Just reading what I'm going through.

It helped.

Thanks again. love you.